Jay at 24 Hour Fitness I Hate You

I joined the gym and have been wrangled into a few sessions with a personal trainer while I am at it.

I miss carbohydrates, no FOOD.  I miss not hurting everywhere.

And I am angry that somewhere in the back of my head my dumb girl side says if you lose weight Tommy Boy might just notice you a bit more.  

Stupid Jay.  Stupid Tommy Boy.  Stupid Harper.

I want ice cream but big brother is watching.